1 00:00:01,669 --> 00:00:04,921 - Think back to an early memory. 2 00:00:04,922 --> 00:00:06,798 What do you remember? 3 00:00:06,799 --> 00:00:09,676 Was it something incredible you saw? 4 00:00:09,677 --> 00:00:13,346 A distinct smell? A sound? 5 00:00:13,347 --> 00:00:15,432 Or was it a feeling? 6 00:00:15,433 --> 00:00:18,184 Joy? Sadness? 7 00:00:18,185 --> 00:00:19,477 Fear? 8 00:00:19,478 --> 00:00:21,646 [ Birds chirping ] 9 00:00:21,647 --> 00:00:22,981 - Dad? 10 00:00:22,982 --> 00:00:26,025 Where'd you go? 11 00:00:26,026 --> 00:00:27,736 - When we experience something, 12 00:00:27,737 --> 00:00:30,405 neurons in our brains are activated. 13 00:00:30,406 --> 00:00:32,866 The memory is recorded. 14 00:00:32,867 --> 00:00:35,410 But if we don't reactivate the memory, 15 00:00:35,411 --> 00:00:38,371 the synapses gradually weaken. 16 00:00:38,372 --> 00:00:41,040 Over time, memories fade. 17 00:00:41,041 --> 00:00:42,542 - [ Sighs ] 18 00:00:42,543 --> 00:00:45,044 - Just as easily as the brain remembers, 19 00:00:45,045 --> 00:00:47,130 it also forgets. 20 00:00:47,131 --> 00:00:53,678 {\an8}♪ 21 00:00:53,679 --> 00:00:57,390 If we don't take the time to revisit our memories, 22 00:00:57,391 --> 00:01:02,020 write them down, care for them, 23 00:01:02,021 --> 00:01:06,442 we might wake up one day to find they've wilted away. 24 00:01:07,401 --> 00:01:09,653 [ Knock on door ] 25 00:01:11,155 --> 00:01:13,031 [ Knock on door ] - Open up. 26 00:01:13,032 --> 00:01:16,159 [ Knocking continues ] 27 00:01:16,160 --> 00:01:18,912 Wyatt got shot. 28 00:01:18,913 --> 00:01:21,247 {\an8}♪ 29 00:01:21,248 --> 00:01:23,374 - [ Sighs, grunts ] 30 00:01:23,375 --> 00:01:25,376 Good to see you, Doc. 31 00:01:25,377 --> 00:01:28,004 [ Classical music plays ] 32 00:01:28,005 --> 00:01:31,925 {\an8}♪ 33 00:01:31,926 --> 00:01:35,261 - Okay. Um... hi. 34 00:01:35,262 --> 00:01:37,138 [ Wyatt groans ] 35 00:01:37,139 --> 00:01:38,681 Well, it's a flesh wound. 36 00:01:38,682 --> 00:01:41,726 So, um, uh, a few stitches, 37 00:01:41,727 --> 00:01:44,479 and then you'll all be on your way. 38 00:01:44,480 --> 00:01:46,481 [ Wyatt sighs ] 39 00:01:46,482 --> 00:01:48,024 - How's the new carburetor on your bike? 40 00:01:48,025 --> 00:01:50,109 The choke heating up the engine fast enough? 41 00:01:50,110 --> 00:01:52,946 - Yeah. Uh, I do not have to coax it to start anymore. 42 00:01:52,947 --> 00:01:54,155 - Good, good. 43 00:01:54,156 --> 00:01:55,657 And your next tune-up's on me. 44 00:01:55,658 --> 00:01:57,408 All right? Just bring in your bike. 45 00:01:57,409 --> 00:01:59,118 I'll even throw in a new suspension. 46 00:01:59,119 --> 00:02:02,121 Last time I checked, you were due for an upgrade. 47 00:02:02,122 --> 00:02:04,833 - I appreciate it, Wyatt. I do. 48 00:02:04,834 --> 00:02:09,629 I'm afraid to ask-- How is the other guy? 49 00:02:09,630 --> 00:02:11,297 - It's not what you think. 50 00:02:11,298 --> 00:02:13,299 [ Chuckles ] I was cleaning my gun. 51 00:02:13,300 --> 00:02:14,801 I sometimes get this tremor 52 00:02:14,802 --> 00:02:17,470 and I accidentally pulled the trigger. 53 00:02:17,471 --> 00:02:19,931 - Tell me about this tremor. - It's nothing. 54 00:02:19,932 --> 00:02:21,432 It's probably from riding long distances. 55 00:02:21,433 --> 00:02:22,935 I'm right as rain. 56 00:02:24,311 --> 00:02:25,728 - You're right. 57 00:02:25,729 --> 00:02:28,064 I mean, probably there's nothing to worry about, 58 00:02:28,065 --> 00:02:31,693 but I did just go on ahead and pull your own bullet out of you. 59 00:02:31,694 --> 00:02:34,070 So why don't you just come in to Bronx General? 60 00:02:34,071 --> 00:02:35,488 We'll run some tests. 61 00:02:35,489 --> 00:02:36,364 We'll call it an abundance of caution. 62 00:02:36,365 --> 00:02:37,657 - No. I'm good. 63 00:02:37,658 --> 00:02:38,783 You say "gunshot" in a hospital, 64 00:02:38,784 --> 00:02:40,577 cops descend like vultures. 65 00:02:40,578 --> 00:02:41,995 There's a reason we come straight to you. 66 00:02:41,996 --> 00:02:43,329 - What gunshot? 67 00:02:43,330 --> 00:02:44,664 Look, when the engine on my bike died, 68 00:02:44,665 --> 00:02:46,165 you ran a full diagnostic. 69 00:02:46,166 --> 00:02:48,543 You ordered a part and you fixed it in a few days. 70 00:02:48,544 --> 00:02:50,837 A neuro exam is my diagnostic. 71 00:02:50,838 --> 00:02:55,092 It'll help us figure out what, if anything, is going on. 72 00:02:56,635 --> 00:02:59,262 No cops. [ Man slurps ] 73 00:02:59,263 --> 00:03:01,347 - This is good tea. 74 00:03:01,348 --> 00:03:03,016 Begonia? 75 00:03:03,017 --> 00:03:08,479 - Uh, it's rose hips, but similar flavor profile. 76 00:03:08,480 --> 00:03:20,617 {\an8}♪ 77 00:03:20,618 --> 00:03:21,868 [ Horns honking ] 78 00:03:21,869 --> 00:03:23,870 - ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 79 00:03:23,871 --> 00:03:25,872 ♪ I'm-a see what it do when it's too much ♪ 80 00:03:25,873 --> 00:03:27,415 {\an8}♪ I'm-a see what it do when it's too much ♪ 81 00:03:27,416 --> 00:03:29,292 {\an8}♪ Yeah, it can all go away ♪ 82 00:03:29,293 --> 00:03:31,794 {\an8}♪ It can all go away, just shut your eyes ♪ 83 00:03:31,795 --> 00:03:33,838 {\an8}♪ It can all go away ♪ 84 00:03:33,839 --> 00:03:35,882 {\an8}♪ It can all go away, just shut your eyes ♪ 85 00:03:35,883 --> 00:03:37,926 {\an8}♪ It can all go away ♪ - [ Wailing ] 86 00:03:37,927 --> 00:03:39,636 {\an8}- ♪ It can all go away, just shut your eyes ♪ 87 00:03:39,637 --> 00:03:41,387 {\an8}♪ It can all go away ♪ - Van. 88 00:03:41,388 --> 00:03:43,181 {\an8}- ♪ It can all go away ♪ 89 00:03:43,182 --> 00:03:44,766 {\an8}♪ Just shut your eyes, it can all go away ♪ 90 00:03:44,767 --> 00:03:46,726 {\an8}- Van. - Oh, hey. Good morning, Ericka. 91 00:03:46,727 --> 00:03:48,311 {\an8}- Bad news. - What? 92 00:03:48,312 --> 00:03:51,065 {\an8}- Emily's back. - Who's Emily? 93 00:03:54,568 --> 00:03:56,903 {\an8}Emily. Hi. I'm Dr. Wolf. 94 00:03:56,904 --> 00:03:58,905 {\an8}- Why are you holding a plant? 95 00:03:58,906 --> 00:04:03,159 {\an8}- Oh, uh, this is Gertrude. She is a resurrection fern. 96 00:04:03,160 --> 00:04:04,327 {\an8}- She looks dead to me. 97 00:04:04,328 --> 00:04:05,578 {\an8}- [ Laughs ] - She's not dead. 98 00:04:05,579 --> 00:04:07,705 {\an8}She's... just a little sick. 99 00:04:07,706 --> 00:04:09,916 {\an8}- Are you treating me or Gertrude? 100 00:04:09,917 --> 00:04:12,585 {\an8}- Well, uh, lucky for you, I can multitask. 101 00:04:12,586 --> 00:04:13,920 {\an8}And judging by your weight alone, 102 00:04:13,921 --> 00:04:15,338 {\an8}you seem perfectly healthy to me. 103 00:04:15,339 --> 00:04:16,756 {\an8}- Well, most of the time she is. 104 00:04:16,757 --> 00:04:18,508 {\an8}But this morning, she was on her iPad, 105 00:04:18,509 --> 00:04:20,760 {\an8}and the next thing we know, she was on the floor, not breathing. 106 00:04:20,761 --> 00:04:22,136 {\an8}- Yeah. From what we've gathered, 107 00:04:22,137 --> 00:04:23,846 {\an8}it appears that when she gets too excited, 108 00:04:23,847 --> 00:04:25,682 {\an8}it triggers seizures. - But not all the time. 109 00:04:25,683 --> 00:04:27,809 {\an8}We took her to Taylor Swift and she was fine. 110 00:04:27,810 --> 00:04:29,769 {\an8}- Uh, Taylor...? -"Love Story." 111 00:04:29,770 --> 00:04:31,270 {\an8}-"Bad Blood." -"Shake It Off." 112 00:04:31,271 --> 00:04:33,022 {\an8}- Uh, you all need to calm down. 113 00:04:33,023 --> 00:04:34,649 {\an8}- Also one of her songs. 114 00:04:34,650 --> 00:04:35,817 {\an8}Are you sure you're not a secret Swiftie? 115 00:04:35,818 --> 00:04:37,110 {\an8}- I don't know what that is. 116 00:04:37,111 --> 00:04:38,903 {\an8}And yet I'm certain I'm not one. 117 00:04:38,904 --> 00:04:41,072 {\an8}Uh, if you would excuse us. One second. 118 00:04:41,073 --> 00:04:43,908 {\an8}♪ 119 00:04:43,909 --> 00:04:46,202 {\an8}- We've treated Emily multiple times. 120 00:04:46,203 --> 00:04:48,246 {\an8}The episodes are recurring. She collapses... 121 00:04:48,247 --> 00:04:50,957 {\an8}- EEGs, MRIs, every lab you can imagine. 122 00:04:50,958 --> 00:04:52,834 {\an8}Everything's normal. - We've tried her 123 00:04:52,835 --> 00:04:55,712 {\an8}on oxcarbazepine, carbamazepine, topiramate. Nothing works. 124 00:04:55,713 --> 00:04:58,381 {\an8}- Okay. Describe the episodes for me in detail. 125 00:04:58,382 --> 00:04:59,924 {\an8}- Um... - Well... 126 00:04:59,925 --> 00:05:02,677 {\an8}- We haven't actually seen one of Emily's seizures. 127 00:05:02,678 --> 00:05:04,846 {\an8}- And yet you've prescribed medication? 128 00:05:04,847 --> 00:05:07,306 {\an8}- Well, Dr. Porter suggested-- - Who? Oh, yes. 129 00:05:07,307 --> 00:05:09,642 {\an8}I remember. The attending who left to go work for Big Pharma. 130 00:05:09,643 --> 00:05:12,020 {\an8}Seems like he was really invested in his patients. 131 00:05:12,021 --> 00:05:14,230 {\an8}I think we've established that I do things a bit differently. 132 00:05:14,231 --> 00:05:16,899 {\an8}So spend time with Emily, provoke the episode, 133 00:05:16,900 --> 00:05:19,652 {\an8}evaluate, diagnose, then treat-- 134 00:05:19,653 --> 00:05:21,988 {\an8}in that order. 135 00:05:21,989 --> 00:05:24,241 {\an8}- Yes, sir. - Yes, sir. 136 00:05:26,243 --> 00:05:28,286 {\an8}- Good morning, Doctor. - Oh. Doctor. 137 00:05:28,287 --> 00:05:30,955 {\an8}- There's a group of rather intimidating men 138 00:05:30,956 --> 00:05:33,916 {\an8}wearing leather jackets in the waiting room looking for you. 139 00:05:33,917 --> 00:05:36,419 {\an8}- That must be Wyatt. - Friend of yours? 140 00:05:36,420 --> 00:05:39,839 {\an8}- Uh, no. My patient. And my mechanic. 141 00:05:39,840 --> 00:05:42,842 {\an8}- Is he in a gang? - If by "gang," 142 00:05:42,843 --> 00:05:45,511 {\an8}you mean a group of distinguished gentleman 143 00:05:45,512 --> 00:05:47,055 {\an8}who share a passionate enthusiasm 144 00:05:47,056 --> 00:05:49,640 {\an8}for motorcycle riding, then yes, he's in a gang. 145 00:05:49,641 --> 00:05:51,017 {\an8}- [ Groans ] - Called the Hudson Riders. 146 00:05:51,018 --> 00:05:52,685 {\an8}You know what? Don't worry about it. 147 00:05:52,686 --> 00:05:54,854 {\an8}- Try misting that. Usually does the trick. 148 00:05:54,855 --> 00:05:57,356 {\an8}- I know. I took her into the shower with me this morning. 149 00:05:57,357 --> 00:05:58,608 {\an8}Dad's tip. 150 00:05:58,609 --> 00:06:01,486 {\an8}That, and some quality time. 151 00:06:01,487 --> 00:06:02,904 {\an8}- Speaking of which, 152 00:06:02,905 --> 00:06:05,698 {\an8}I'd really like to catch up outside of work. 153 00:06:05,699 --> 00:06:07,617 {\an8}How about a nice lunch? 154 00:06:07,618 --> 00:06:09,452 {\an8}- Oh, it's a busy week. 155 00:06:09,453 --> 00:06:11,204 {\an8}Many patients. - Come on. 156 00:06:11,205 --> 00:06:13,331 {\an8}It's been months since we've had one-on-one time. 157 00:06:13,332 --> 00:06:17,835 {\an8}I'll bring bagels and cream cheese... 158 00:06:17,836 --> 00:06:19,170 {\an8}- Russ and Daughters? 159 00:06:19,171 --> 00:06:21,882 {\an8}- You just let me know when works. 160 00:06:23,133 --> 00:06:25,051 {\an8}- How long have you noticed the tremor? 161 00:06:25,052 --> 00:06:27,053 {\an8}- Tremor? Is that what he told you? 162 00:06:27,054 --> 00:06:28,471 {\an8}No. 163 00:06:28,472 --> 00:06:30,932 {\an8}Wyatt didn't shoot himself because of a tremor. 164 00:06:30,933 --> 00:06:34,769 {\an8}He shot himself because he forgot his gun was loaded. 165 00:06:34,770 --> 00:06:36,729 {\an8}Yeah. About a month ago, 166 00:06:36,730 --> 00:06:40,149 {\an8}he started repeating stories, you know, jokes. 167 00:06:40,150 --> 00:06:43,027 {\an8}Then it got worse in the last two weeks. 168 00:06:43,028 --> 00:06:45,571 {\an8}- So what? I forgot a few things. 169 00:06:45,572 --> 00:06:47,281 {\an8}- By "a few things," you mean? 170 00:06:47,282 --> 00:06:50,952 {\an8}- Well, let's just say we have nine air fryers in our basement 171 00:06:50,953 --> 00:06:53,746 {\an8}because he keeps forgetting he already ordered one. 172 00:06:53,747 --> 00:06:55,706 - I like to make chicken nuggets. 173 00:06:55,707 --> 00:06:58,584 - By the time the third air fryer showed up, 174 00:06:58,585 --> 00:07:00,169 I mean, I knew something was off. 175 00:07:00,170 --> 00:07:04,048 - Okay. Um, anything else unusual? 176 00:07:04,049 --> 00:07:05,759 - [ Sighs ] 177 00:07:07,177 --> 00:07:09,595 - All right, I get these headaches sometimes. 178 00:07:09,596 --> 00:07:12,431 I'm-- I'm more tired than usual. 179 00:07:12,432 --> 00:07:15,434 Things that happen to everyone. 180 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:17,812 Babe, I don't get why you're so scared. 181 00:07:17,813 --> 00:07:20,106 - Because she's concerned about you, Wyatt. 182 00:07:20,107 --> 00:07:21,899 And she wants to make sure you're okay. 183 00:07:21,900 --> 00:07:24,944 I'm sure you would do the same thing for Rosie. 184 00:07:24,945 --> 00:07:29,448 Uh, let's, uh, get you into a brain MRI 185 00:07:29,449 --> 00:07:33,036 and we'll see what it reveals. 186 00:07:34,413 --> 00:07:35,454 [ Knocking ] 187 00:07:35,455 --> 00:07:38,207 - Any chance you take walk-ins? 188 00:07:38,208 --> 00:07:40,835 Um, Maya forgot her soccer bag. - Hm. 189 00:07:40,836 --> 00:07:42,378 - You're still taking her to practice, remember? 190 00:07:42,379 --> 00:07:45,298 - Yep, I remember. 191 00:07:45,299 --> 00:07:47,925 - I assume this is a bad time to resume our conversation. 192 00:07:47,926 --> 00:07:50,469 - Depends. Which one? 193 00:07:50,470 --> 00:07:53,681 - The one you've been avoiding. 194 00:07:53,682 --> 00:07:56,642 Any decisions? 195 00:07:56,643 --> 00:07:58,728 - Morris... - [ Knocking ] 196 00:07:58,729 --> 00:08:01,022 - Oh. Hey, Wolf. It's, uh... 197 00:08:01,023 --> 00:08:03,316 - Morris. I'd recognize that voice anywhere. 198 00:08:03,317 --> 00:08:05,234 How's the genomic testing? - Yeah. Good. 199 00:08:05,235 --> 00:08:07,153 Yeah, we just got funding for testing on mice at Irving. 200 00:08:07,154 --> 00:08:08,696 - Amazing. 201 00:08:08,697 --> 00:08:10,489 Well, if you ever clone your wife successfully, let me know, 202 00:08:10,490 --> 00:08:14,452 because the world definitely could use multiple Carols. 203 00:08:14,453 --> 00:08:18,456 - [ Chuckles ] Sorry. This cannot be replicated. 204 00:08:18,457 --> 00:08:20,334 - Yeah, she's one of one. 205 00:08:22,461 --> 00:08:25,087 I'll let you guys get back to work. 206 00:08:25,088 --> 00:08:27,840 - Well, it's nice to see Morris. 207 00:08:27,841 --> 00:08:29,842 Still not nice to see Morris? 208 00:08:29,843 --> 00:08:31,177 - [ Sighs ] - This is upsetting for me. 209 00:08:31,178 --> 00:08:32,929 Couples counseling's not helping? 210 00:08:32,930 --> 00:08:34,722 - Oh, psychiatrists make the worst patients. 211 00:08:34,723 --> 00:08:36,349 - You have been married for 15 years, 212 00:08:36,350 --> 00:08:37,683 together for, what, 20? 213 00:08:37,684 --> 00:08:39,685 That has to mean more than one mistake. 214 00:08:39,686 --> 00:08:41,354 - Mnh-mnh. Nope. I'm not taking advice 215 00:08:41,355 --> 00:08:43,522 from a man holding a dead plant. - Okay, it's not dead and-- 216 00:08:43,523 --> 00:08:48,903 - Code red. MRI. Third floor. Code red. MRI. Third floor. 217 00:08:48,904 --> 00:08:51,656 - Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! 218 00:08:51,657 --> 00:08:53,491 - Get your hands off me! - Hey, hey! 219 00:08:53,492 --> 00:08:56,118 - Whoa, whoa! Wyatt. Wyatt. Hey. Hey, Wyatt, this is your doctor. 220 00:08:56,119 --> 00:08:58,579 It's Dr. Nash. Hey, hey, hey, look at me. 221 00:08:58,580 --> 00:09:00,706 Look at me. You're okay. Breathe. 222 00:09:00,707 --> 00:09:03,459 Breathe. - [ Breathes deeply ] 223 00:09:03,460 --> 00:09:06,463 {\an8}♪ 224 00:09:09,633 --> 00:09:11,259 - What happened after the MRI? 225 00:09:11,260 --> 00:09:13,135 - I don't know. I got disoriented. 226 00:09:13,136 --> 00:09:14,720 I thought the cops were shaking me down 227 00:09:14,721 --> 00:09:16,389 with that flashlight in the eyes. 228 00:09:16,390 --> 00:09:19,976 Hey, how's the kid doing? - Uh, nothing but a bruised ego. 229 00:09:19,977 --> 00:09:22,436 Dr. Nash will be fine. - That's right, Mr. James. 230 00:09:22,437 --> 00:09:25,356 Right now you're our biggest concern. 231 00:09:25,357 --> 00:09:29,902 What we detected here is a tumor extending into 232 00:09:29,903 --> 00:09:31,904 and obstructing your brain's third ventricle, 233 00:09:31,905 --> 00:09:34,824 causing a buildup of cerebrospinal fluid 234 00:09:34,825 --> 00:09:37,827 and growing into critical structures. 235 00:09:37,828 --> 00:09:39,870 Fortunately, these types of tumors 236 00:09:39,871 --> 00:09:42,748 are likely benign, not cancerous. 237 00:09:42,749 --> 00:09:46,294 I can remove it. - So he'll get better? 238 00:09:46,295 --> 00:09:48,254 Stop forgetting? 239 00:09:48,255 --> 00:09:52,717 - Unfortunately, it's more complicated than that. 240 00:09:52,718 --> 00:09:54,468 - That's right. 241 00:09:54,469 --> 00:09:56,095 The tumor is invading areas of your brain 242 00:09:56,096 --> 00:09:57,972 where memories are made. 243 00:09:57,973 --> 00:09:59,849 That's why you've been so forgetful. 244 00:09:59,850 --> 00:10:01,809 Resecting the tumor will save your life, 245 00:10:01,810 --> 00:10:03,728 if I can get it all. 246 00:10:03,729 --> 00:10:07,106 But it could also do greater damage to those areas. 247 00:10:07,107 --> 00:10:13,113 - You may likely lose the ability to form new memories. 248 00:10:14,156 --> 00:10:16,741 - It is a high-risk procedure. 249 00:10:16,742 --> 00:10:19,994 Anterograde amnesia is the best-case scenario here. 250 00:10:19,995 --> 00:10:21,787 - Okay, will he still remember me? 251 00:10:21,788 --> 00:10:23,998 - Yes. The memories he already has, 252 00:10:23,999 --> 00:10:26,625 the ones that make him who he is today-- 253 00:10:26,626 --> 00:10:28,378 they should be safe. 254 00:10:31,214 --> 00:10:33,007 - And if I don't want to get the surgery, 255 00:10:33,008 --> 00:10:35,843 how long do I have? - As the tumor grows 256 00:10:35,844 --> 00:10:39,597 and the pressure from the fluid increases... 257 00:10:39,598 --> 00:10:40,765 could be weeks. 258 00:10:40,766 --> 00:10:43,601 Months, if we're lucky. 259 00:10:43,602 --> 00:10:45,603 - How soon can he remove it? - As soon as you're ready, Wyatt. 260 00:10:45,604 --> 00:10:48,482 - Immediately would be my recommendation. 261 00:10:50,984 --> 00:10:53,486 - Wyatt... 262 00:10:53,487 --> 00:10:57,615 I know this comes as a complete shock, 263 00:10:57,616 --> 00:11:00,493 and I know that it will impact your day-to-day, 264 00:11:00,494 --> 00:11:03,037 your livelihood, 265 00:11:03,038 --> 00:11:06,040 but it does not have to ruin your entire life. 266 00:11:06,041 --> 00:11:08,709 - You'll still be able to fix bikes. 267 00:11:08,710 --> 00:11:11,046 And I can help you at the shop. 268 00:11:13,173 --> 00:11:15,508 Are you not hearing the doctors? - Mm. 269 00:11:15,509 --> 00:11:18,177 - You're gonna be okay. You can live. 270 00:11:18,178 --> 00:11:20,846 We can still do all the things we wanted to do. 271 00:11:20,847 --> 00:11:23,766 Go to the Grand Canyon. Northern lights. 272 00:11:23,767 --> 00:11:25,393 Tuscany. - Oh, honey. 273 00:11:25,394 --> 00:11:27,019 Why go to those places if I can't even remember them? 274 00:11:27,020 --> 00:11:29,146 - I'll help you. I'll be your memory. 275 00:11:29,147 --> 00:11:31,690 - Oh, and end up resenting me? No, thanks. 276 00:11:31,691 --> 00:11:33,901 I don't want a babysitter every second of every day 277 00:11:33,902 --> 00:11:35,945 for the rest of my life. 278 00:11:35,946 --> 00:11:39,116 I have no interest in living a life that I can't remember. 279 00:11:41,118 --> 00:11:42,993 - He's refusing the surgery. For Wyatt, 280 00:11:42,994 --> 00:11:44,995 losing the ability to form new memories 281 00:11:44,996 --> 00:11:46,580 is a fate worse than death. 282 00:11:46,581 --> 00:11:48,165 - Well, it's a lot to digest. 283 00:11:48,166 --> 00:11:50,126 - I'm worried that his tumor may be impeding him 284 00:11:50,127 --> 00:11:51,585 from making a sound medical decision. 285 00:11:51,586 --> 00:11:53,254 - Well, say no more. I'll do a psych eval, 286 00:11:53,255 --> 00:11:57,216 make sure he has capacity. - Thank you. 287 00:11:57,217 --> 00:12:00,136 - Dr. Wolf. Emily's parents want to see you. 288 00:12:00,137 --> 00:12:01,887 - We're really trying to get to the bottom of it. 289 00:12:01,888 --> 00:12:04,306 - Hi. You wanted to see me? 290 00:12:04,307 --> 00:12:06,892 - Your interns have been trying to provoke our daughter 291 00:12:06,893 --> 00:12:08,602 to have a seizure for hours. 292 00:12:08,603 --> 00:12:12,022 They've done everything from flashing lights into her face, 293 00:12:12,023 --> 00:12:13,691 to doing backflips in front of her. 294 00:12:13,692 --> 00:12:16,318 - The backflips were impressive. - Thank you. 295 00:12:16,319 --> 00:12:18,195 - Yeah, uh, none of it is working. 296 00:12:18,196 --> 00:12:20,698 - Right. These things are incredibly complex. 297 00:12:20,699 --> 00:12:22,032 They take time. 298 00:12:22,033 --> 00:12:23,742 - Yeah, but these episodes are scary 299 00:12:23,743 --> 00:12:25,578 and waiting around while you try to cause one, 300 00:12:25,579 --> 00:12:27,913 it's traumatizing. - I understand. 301 00:12:27,914 --> 00:12:30,374 Um, nobody wants to see you scared, 302 00:12:30,375 --> 00:12:33,586 but in order for us to better understand her condition, 303 00:12:33,587 --> 00:12:35,838 observing her brain's uncontrolled electrical activity 304 00:12:35,839 --> 00:12:37,840 while it's happening, 305 00:12:37,841 --> 00:12:39,467 that's gonna give us the most insight 306 00:12:39,468 --> 00:12:43,012 into how we can manage or prevent any more seizures. 307 00:12:43,013 --> 00:12:45,097 I am asking you to trust us 308 00:12:45,098 --> 00:12:47,308 so that we can get to the bottom of this and-- 309 00:12:47,309 --> 00:12:49,728 and help your daughter feel better. 310 00:12:53,690 --> 00:12:58,777 - Can you tell us again exactly what led up to her last episode? 311 00:12:58,778 --> 00:13:02,364 - Uh, it was early. Like, 7:15 in the morning? 312 00:13:02,365 --> 00:13:04,283 - Yeah, Emily was in her room 313 00:13:04,284 --> 00:13:06,035 on her iPad doing her math homework. 314 00:13:06,036 --> 00:13:07,579 - Mm-hmm. 315 00:13:10,540 --> 00:13:13,125 - Really? Emily, were you... 316 00:13:13,126 --> 00:13:16,420 You were just up bright and early doing homework? 317 00:13:16,421 --> 00:13:18,506 - I wasn't doing homework. 318 00:13:18,507 --> 00:13:21,342 I was watching The Three Stooges. 319 00:13:21,343 --> 00:13:23,844 My parents banned screen time till my grades got up. 320 00:13:23,845 --> 00:13:26,138 But what can I say? I'm a sucker for slapstick. 321 00:13:26,139 --> 00:13:28,307 - Me too. - The Three who? 322 00:13:28,308 --> 00:13:31,060 - Larry, Curly, Moe. The... 323 00:13:31,061 --> 00:13:32,436 Nothing? 324 00:13:32,437 --> 00:13:34,605 Look who doesn't know pop culture now. 325 00:13:34,606 --> 00:13:37,107 Emily, what do you say we show these dilettantes 326 00:13:37,108 --> 00:13:39,818 a thing or two about classic comedy, huh? 327 00:13:39,819 --> 00:13:43,365 [ Monitor beeping, Curly laughing ] 328 00:13:44,741 --> 00:13:47,660 [ Laughs ] 329 00:13:47,661 --> 00:13:51,288 Who's your favorite Stooge? I'm partial to Curly myself. 330 00:13:51,289 --> 00:13:54,542 - Hands down. No one does physical comedy better. 331 00:13:54,543 --> 00:13:56,669 Just look at him. [ Laughs ] 332 00:13:56,670 --> 00:13:58,712 - Cotton! 333 00:13:58,713 --> 00:14:00,381 [ Both laugh ] 334 00:14:00,382 --> 00:14:02,466 {\an8}♪ 335 00:14:02,467 --> 00:14:05,844 [ Laughter ] 336 00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:08,556 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 337 00:14:08,557 --> 00:14:11,600 - Emily? Emily. 338 00:14:11,601 --> 00:14:13,435 Emily? - Van! 339 00:14:13,436 --> 00:14:16,105 [ Sustained beep on monitor ] - Um, uh, she's not breathing. 340 00:14:16,106 --> 00:14:18,232 - Neither is Van. But I feel a pulse. 341 00:14:18,233 --> 00:14:19,692 - There's no pulse. 342 00:14:19,693 --> 00:14:21,527 - I'm getting the pads. - Wait, wait. Just wait. 343 00:14:21,528 --> 00:14:23,821 Give it five seconds. This will run its course. 344 00:14:23,822 --> 00:14:25,739 It has before. 345 00:14:25,740 --> 00:14:29,743 {\an8}♪ 346 00:14:29,744 --> 00:14:31,161 - We need to call a code. 347 00:14:31,162 --> 00:14:33,205 {\an8}♪ 348 00:14:33,206 --> 00:14:34,915 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] - Emily? 349 00:14:34,916 --> 00:14:36,166 - Van. - Okay. 350 00:14:36,167 --> 00:14:37,793 - He's coming back. 351 00:14:37,794 --> 00:14:40,546 Slowly. You okay? 352 00:14:40,547 --> 00:14:41,714 - Yeah. 353 00:14:41,715 --> 00:14:43,633 {\an8}♪ 354 00:14:46,803 --> 00:14:49,138 - [ Breathes deeply ] 355 00:14:49,139 --> 00:14:51,473 - How are your vitals? - They're fine. I just-- 356 00:14:51,474 --> 00:14:54,184 I didn't eat anything today, so I was light-headed. 357 00:14:54,185 --> 00:14:56,646 - We're not done talking about this. 358 00:14:58,898 --> 00:15:01,693 Um, Mr. and Mrs. Madden. 359 00:15:05,488 --> 00:15:08,699 Um, I owe you an apology on behalf 360 00:15:08,700 --> 00:15:10,576 of my predecessor, Dr. Porter. 361 00:15:10,577 --> 00:15:12,453 He gave you a misdiagnosis. 362 00:15:12,454 --> 00:15:15,080 It turns out Emily isn't suffering from seizures 363 00:15:15,081 --> 00:15:17,291 or reflexive epilepsy. 364 00:15:17,292 --> 00:15:20,711 But when something makes her laugh very hard, 365 00:15:20,712 --> 00:15:24,423 her heart slows until it stops entirely. 366 00:15:24,424 --> 00:15:26,133 - It was never neurological. 367 00:15:26,134 --> 00:15:27,885 She has laughter-induced heart block. 368 00:15:27,886 --> 00:15:30,429 - The good news is that this gives us a much clearer idea 369 00:15:30,430 --> 00:15:32,598 about what's causing her episodes, 370 00:15:32,599 --> 00:15:35,059 and we can take actions to prevent a collapse, 371 00:15:35,060 --> 00:15:37,227 or, worse, a malignant arrhythmia. 372 00:15:37,228 --> 00:15:38,771 We can focus on a course of treatment now. 373 00:15:38,772 --> 00:15:40,773 I'd like you to hang tight for a little bit. 374 00:15:40,774 --> 00:15:42,608 We'll keep Emily here for observation 375 00:15:42,609 --> 00:15:45,694 until we can come up with a reliable solution. 376 00:15:45,695 --> 00:15:47,071 - Thank you. - My pleasure. 377 00:15:47,072 --> 00:15:48,657 I'll be back with you soon. 378 00:15:51,785 --> 00:15:53,577 I don't want to tell Emily's parents 379 00:15:53,578 --> 00:15:55,371 that she can't laugh for the rest of her life. 380 00:15:55,372 --> 00:15:58,708 So let's come up with a permanent fix soon. 381 00:16:01,711 --> 00:16:04,296 - Dude, what the hell happened in there? 382 00:16:04,297 --> 00:16:05,798 - Can we just not talk about it, Dana? 383 00:16:05,799 --> 00:16:07,299 - Yeah, come on, Van. 384 00:16:07,300 --> 00:16:08,759 You know you always freak out with patients. 385 00:16:08,760 --> 00:16:10,219 Meanwhile, I nearly got choked out today, 386 00:16:10,220 --> 00:16:11,970 barely flinched. It's cool, though. 387 00:16:11,971 --> 00:16:14,807 You're a delicate flower. - You know, if you ask Wolf, 388 00:16:14,808 --> 00:16:18,310 he would say that most flora are very resilient. 389 00:16:18,311 --> 00:16:20,145 [ Elevator bell dings ] 390 00:16:20,146 --> 00:16:22,272 [ Elevator doors open ] 391 00:16:22,273 --> 00:16:23,650 - Hmm. 392 00:16:24,984 --> 00:16:28,405 - Are you familiar with the concept of plant memory? 393 00:16:30,740 --> 00:16:34,201 Yeah, I thought you'd never ask. 394 00:16:34,202 --> 00:16:38,163 It's the mechanism by which a plant can retain information 395 00:16:38,164 --> 00:16:40,416 through experienced stimuli-- 396 00:16:40,417 --> 00:16:44,753 through its roots, its leaves, its flowers. 397 00:16:44,754 --> 00:16:50,509 Helps them to adapt to new environments and stay alive. 398 00:16:50,510 --> 00:16:54,263 You think a 12-year-old girl could do the same thing? 399 00:16:54,264 --> 00:16:57,349 - I see you've introduced John Doe to your plant. 400 00:16:57,350 --> 00:16:59,226 - Thank you. 401 00:16:59,227 --> 00:17:01,186 - I did the psych eval on Wyatt James. 402 00:17:01,187 --> 00:17:03,439 I didn't know you were affiliated with a biker gang. 403 00:17:03,440 --> 00:17:05,023 - I'm not affiliated. Just... 404 00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:07,234 they fix my bike in exchange for medical treatment. 405 00:17:07,235 --> 00:17:09,695 We barter. - Barter? 406 00:17:09,696 --> 00:17:14,366 Well, the man is well aware of the risks of refusing surgery. 407 00:17:14,367 --> 00:17:16,994 There's no signs of confusion. 408 00:17:16,995 --> 00:17:20,038 Wolf, he has capacity to make this decision. 409 00:17:20,039 --> 00:17:21,498 I had to discharge him. 410 00:17:21,499 --> 00:17:23,041 - But we can save his life. 411 00:17:23,042 --> 00:17:24,460 - Well, maybe he doesn't want 412 00:17:24,461 --> 00:17:26,670 the kind of life we can give him. 413 00:17:26,671 --> 00:17:29,590 Imagine waking up every morning, 414 00:17:29,591 --> 00:17:31,550 no idea what happened the day before, 415 00:17:31,551 --> 00:17:34,219 let alone 10 minutes ago. 416 00:17:34,220 --> 00:17:35,554 Does that sound like a life to you? 417 00:17:35,555 --> 00:17:37,682 - Depends on the day. - [ Chuckles ] 418 00:17:40,393 --> 00:17:43,353 - If you were in Wyatt's shoes, 419 00:17:43,354 --> 00:17:45,731 what would you want your last memory to be? 420 00:17:45,732 --> 00:17:47,274 - Mm. Easy. 421 00:17:47,275 --> 00:17:49,276 Me, Morris, and Maya. 422 00:17:49,277 --> 00:17:52,529 A mess of Italian food. 423 00:17:52,530 --> 00:17:55,825 Good wine, good laughs. 424 00:17:57,619 --> 00:18:00,871 - Well, that sounds like a memory worth fighting for. 425 00:18:00,872 --> 00:18:02,706 - You know, as much as it would hurt 426 00:18:02,707 --> 00:18:05,584 to never make another memory with them, 427 00:18:05,585 --> 00:18:08,629 at least they'd get to make new memories with me. 428 00:18:08,630 --> 00:18:10,839 {\an8}♪ 429 00:18:10,840 --> 00:18:13,258 - [ Knocking ] 430 00:18:13,259 --> 00:18:14,802 - Oh, look at you, 431 00:18:14,803 --> 00:18:17,137 making house calls like an old-timey doctor. 432 00:18:17,138 --> 00:18:19,056 - Well, except on my bike. 433 00:18:19,057 --> 00:18:22,351 Not a horse. - [ Laughs ] 434 00:18:22,352 --> 00:18:23,769 I'm purging. 435 00:18:23,770 --> 00:18:26,271 Make things easier on Rosie after I'm gone. 436 00:18:26,272 --> 00:18:27,773 Hey, you want my copy 437 00:18:27,774 --> 00:18:30,275 of "Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance"? 438 00:18:30,276 --> 00:18:32,694 - No. You'll miss it. 439 00:18:32,695 --> 00:18:35,989 - Doc, I'm not letting you cut open my head. 440 00:18:35,990 --> 00:18:37,991 If I wake up tomorrow and I can't remember a thing, 441 00:18:37,992 --> 00:18:41,453 it's because I had too much of a good time the night before. 442 00:18:41,454 --> 00:18:42,830 - [ Chuckles ] 443 00:18:42,831 --> 00:18:46,500 I'm not here to convince you, Wyatt. 444 00:18:46,501 --> 00:18:50,212 I'm just here to talk it out. 445 00:18:50,213 --> 00:18:52,006 - My mom had dementia. 446 00:18:54,384 --> 00:18:58,303 Forgot everyone, including her own kids. 447 00:18:58,304 --> 00:18:59,638 - It's a terrible disease. 448 00:18:59,639 --> 00:19:01,348 But this isn't that. 449 00:19:01,349 --> 00:19:03,892 - Well, some days it feels like it is. 450 00:19:03,893 --> 00:19:06,645 These past few months, it feels like I'm living 451 00:19:06,646 --> 00:19:08,523 a game of Whac-A-Mole. 452 00:19:10,859 --> 00:19:13,652 Things are there just one second, 453 00:19:13,653 --> 00:19:16,530 and the next, they're gone. 454 00:19:16,531 --> 00:19:19,032 I walk into a room and I have no idea 455 00:19:19,033 --> 00:19:22,286 where I came from or even why I'm there. 456 00:19:22,287 --> 00:19:24,329 It's not easy on me, 457 00:19:24,330 --> 00:19:26,748 but it's way harder on Rosie. 458 00:19:26,749 --> 00:19:31,003 {\an8}♪ 459 00:19:31,004 --> 00:19:34,715 It's like a thick fog comes in at night. 460 00:19:34,716 --> 00:19:37,676 I can't think clearly. 461 00:19:37,677 --> 00:19:39,679 It feels like I could lose everything... 462 00:19:42,682 --> 00:19:45,809 ...and be left out on my own in limbo. 463 00:19:45,810 --> 00:19:50,188 For a few seconds, I'm... stuck. 464 00:19:50,189 --> 00:19:58,906 {\an8}♪ 465 00:19:58,907 --> 00:20:02,284 I don't want to be trapped for the rest of my life. 466 00:20:02,285 --> 00:20:05,370 - I wouldn't want that either. 467 00:20:05,371 --> 00:20:07,665 - Then I guess we talked it out. 468 00:20:12,670 --> 00:20:15,714 {\an8}- Do you mind if I ask the significance? 469 00:20:15,715 --> 00:20:19,509 {\an8}- It's the date my daughter was born-- Hailey. 470 00:20:19,510 --> 00:20:22,220 {\an8}Best damn day of my life. 471 00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:24,389 I haven't seen her in years. 472 00:20:24,390 --> 00:20:26,642 My fault, not hers. 473 00:20:26,643 --> 00:20:29,519 Messy split with her mom. 474 00:20:29,520 --> 00:20:32,564 God, I wish I could turn back the clock. 475 00:20:32,565 --> 00:20:34,900 - Don't we all. 476 00:20:34,901 --> 00:20:37,486 But we can't move backwards. 477 00:20:37,487 --> 00:20:39,071 We can't unmake every mistake. 478 00:20:39,072 --> 00:20:42,240 We can only move forward. 479 00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:46,411 Wyatt, getting this surgery will mean the people who love you, 480 00:20:46,412 --> 00:20:48,205 maybe even Hailey one day, 481 00:20:48,206 --> 00:20:50,874 will still be able to make memories with you. 482 00:20:50,875 --> 00:21:01,468 {\an8}♪ 483 00:21:01,469 --> 00:21:04,514 - Oliver. Moment of your time. 484 00:21:05,807 --> 00:21:07,516 [ Sighs ] You missed the staff meeting. 485 00:21:07,517 --> 00:21:08,767 - I was with a patient. 486 00:21:08,768 --> 00:21:10,102 - Wyatt James, I'm assuming? 487 00:21:10,103 --> 00:21:12,270 I saw he's scheduled for surgery. 488 00:21:12,271 --> 00:21:14,189 You changed his mind. - He changed his mind. 489 00:21:14,190 --> 00:21:16,775 - And you just happened to be at his house? 490 00:21:16,776 --> 00:21:18,443 - You want to give me a big speech now 491 00:21:18,444 --> 00:21:20,237 about how house calls are against hospital protocol? 492 00:21:20,238 --> 00:21:23,740 - I hadn't prepared one, but I'm happy to improvise. 493 00:21:23,741 --> 00:21:26,702 Or I'll just bite my tongue and say 494 00:21:26,703 --> 00:21:29,287 that I'm glad your mechanic made the right choice. 495 00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:31,581 - [ Unenthusiastically ] Yeah. 496 00:21:31,582 --> 00:21:33,084 - Didn't he? 497 00:21:35,211 --> 00:21:37,504 - Removing the tumor will prevent Wyatt 498 00:21:37,505 --> 00:21:40,048 from making any new memories. 499 00:21:40,049 --> 00:21:42,175 I came up with a plan to help him adapt. 500 00:21:42,176 --> 00:21:46,555 But [sighs] what if that's too great a cruelty? 501 00:21:46,556 --> 00:21:48,807 - What if it's a gift? 502 00:21:48,808 --> 00:21:51,768 - Now is when you choose to be an optimist? 503 00:21:51,769 --> 00:21:54,271 - Not all memories are worth revisiting. 504 00:21:54,272 --> 00:22:00,360 {\an8}♪ 505 00:22:00,361 --> 00:22:02,904 - Oh, Olly, look at this. 506 00:22:02,905 --> 00:22:05,157 It's a resurrection fern. 507 00:22:05,158 --> 00:22:08,160 {\an8}Oh! See? 508 00:22:08,161 --> 00:22:09,828 {\an8}It's dry. Feel it. 509 00:22:09,829 --> 00:22:11,747 Without water, it can go dormant 510 00:22:11,748 --> 00:22:13,749 until the rain returns, 511 00:22:13,750 --> 00:22:18,587 and then it'll rise from its little sedimentary grave. 512 00:22:18,588 --> 00:22:21,006 {\an8}They're survivors. 513 00:22:21,007 --> 00:22:24,009 {\an8}- Just like us. 514 00:22:24,010 --> 00:22:28,513 {\an8}- You know, in Japanese culture, ferns represent family. 515 00:22:28,514 --> 00:22:31,016 {\an8}The leaves are stronger together, 516 00:22:31,017 --> 00:22:33,518 protecting and supporting each other. 517 00:22:33,519 --> 00:22:38,190 {\an8}♪ 518 00:22:38,191 --> 00:22:41,485 - Dana, how quickly can you find someone on the Internet? 519 00:22:41,486 --> 00:22:43,654 - How quickly can you say the name? 520 00:22:47,116 --> 00:22:49,618 - Afternoon, Jenny. A-Team ready for a craniotomy? 521 00:22:49,619 --> 00:22:51,995 - Tell Randall to prep the O.R. Scrubbing in 20. 522 00:22:51,996 --> 00:22:55,040 - Doctor, the patient isn't-- - How we doing, Mr. James? 523 00:22:55,041 --> 00:22:57,000 - I can't find him anywhere. 524 00:22:57,001 --> 00:22:59,921 {\an8}♪ 525 00:23:03,424 --> 00:23:05,342 - When you said, "Let's make one last memory," 526 00:23:05,343 --> 00:23:07,302 you didn't say we were gonna get toasted. 527 00:23:07,303 --> 00:23:09,846 Best doctor I've ever had. - Don't get too excited. 528 00:23:09,847 --> 00:23:13,391 Your daughter tends bar here. 529 00:23:13,392 --> 00:23:17,562 - Are you serious? A heads-up would have been nice. 530 00:23:17,563 --> 00:23:19,356 - It was a game-time decision, Wyatt. 531 00:23:19,357 --> 00:23:22,067 I figured before you lose the ability to make new memories, 532 00:23:22,068 --> 00:23:23,819 you might want to remember a reunion with Hailey. 533 00:23:23,820 --> 00:23:26,655 [ Cellphone rings ] 534 00:23:26,656 --> 00:23:28,366 - Yeah? 535 00:23:30,701 --> 00:23:32,536 It's for you. 536 00:23:32,537 --> 00:23:33,912 - Hello? 537 00:23:33,913 --> 00:23:36,081 - You better have a damn good explanation 538 00:23:36,082 --> 00:23:38,125 why you're within arm's reach of a pre-op patient 539 00:23:38,126 --> 00:23:40,752 who left the hospital against medical advice 540 00:23:40,753 --> 00:23:42,420 and without authorization. - I authorized it. 541 00:23:42,421 --> 00:23:44,214 Wyatt has some things 542 00:23:44,215 --> 00:23:45,924 he needs to take care of before the surgery. 543 00:23:45,925 --> 00:23:48,593 - So you took him without notifying anyone? 544 00:23:48,594 --> 00:23:50,011 Where the hell are you?! 545 00:23:50,012 --> 00:23:51,930 - Um, at a roadside establishment 546 00:23:51,931 --> 00:23:53,765 called The Rock Pile Bar and Nightclub. 547 00:23:53,766 --> 00:23:55,475 - You took him to a bar? 548 00:23:55,476 --> 00:23:56,893 - Yeah, well, look, there's a method to my madness, Carol. 549 00:23:56,894 --> 00:24:01,106 - Wolf, get Wyatt back here now! 550 00:24:01,107 --> 00:24:03,358 - I will, just as soon as we take care of this thing. 551 00:24:03,359 --> 00:24:04,442 Okay? I love you. Bye. 552 00:24:04,443 --> 00:24:07,362 - Wolf? - Where is he? 553 00:24:07,363 --> 00:24:10,365 - You guys seriously want to put a 12-year-old on beta-blockers 554 00:24:10,366 --> 00:24:11,449 for the rest of her life? 555 00:24:11,450 --> 00:24:12,909 - They're non-invasive. 556 00:24:12,910 --> 00:24:14,452 They're also proven to work in similar cases 557 00:24:14,453 --> 00:24:17,080 by reducing the abnormal neurocardiogenic reflex. 558 00:24:17,081 --> 00:24:19,332 I take them for anxiety, and I am thriving. 559 00:24:19,333 --> 00:24:22,252 Along with increasing her fluids and salt, 560 00:24:22,253 --> 00:24:25,672 could work. - Van's got a point. 561 00:24:25,673 --> 00:24:27,716 Parents just want their kids to be happy. 562 00:24:27,717 --> 00:24:29,467 I mean, imagine if Emily was your daughter. 563 00:24:29,468 --> 00:24:31,094 Would you want her to spend the rest of her life on mute? 564 00:24:31,095 --> 00:24:33,138 - If it's between that or no life at all? 565 00:24:33,139 --> 00:24:34,848 Ask any parent and they'll say hard "yes." 566 00:24:34,849 --> 00:24:37,976 - I-I get that. Okay? I do. 567 00:24:37,977 --> 00:24:40,145 All right, but coming from someone 568 00:24:40,146 --> 00:24:42,439 who blocks out as much of the world as I can 569 00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:46,651 because you're right, Jacob-- I freak out around patients, 570 00:24:46,652 --> 00:24:52,532 but I know firsthand that that's no way to live, okay? 571 00:24:52,533 --> 00:24:54,534 Especially not for a kid. 572 00:24:54,535 --> 00:24:57,204 - Wolf wouldn't want Emily's only option to be diluting joy 573 00:24:57,205 --> 00:25:00,165 just because her brain's different. 574 00:25:00,166 --> 00:25:03,084 - Technically, neurocardiogenic syncope appears 575 00:25:03,085 --> 00:25:04,836 to be a problem with the brain. 576 00:25:04,837 --> 00:25:06,880 Okay, but we all know now 577 00:25:06,881 --> 00:25:09,424 that this is more a problem with Emily's heart. 578 00:25:09,425 --> 00:25:11,760 - We don't need to suppress her brain. 579 00:25:11,761 --> 00:25:14,012 - We need to support her heart. 580 00:25:14,013 --> 00:25:16,390 [ Doors close, rock music plays ] 581 00:25:17,475 --> 00:25:21,019 - Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. No pre-op whiskey for you. 582 00:25:21,020 --> 00:25:23,772 - You expect me to do this sober? - I do. 583 00:25:23,773 --> 00:25:31,238 {\an8}♪ 584 00:25:31,239 --> 00:25:34,282 - [ Scoffs ] You gotta be kidding me. 585 00:25:34,283 --> 00:25:36,701 What are you doing here? 586 00:25:36,702 --> 00:25:38,453 - Hailey. - [ Sighs ] 587 00:25:38,454 --> 00:25:42,207 - Uh, I'm Wyatt's neurologist. I'm Dr. Wolf. 588 00:25:42,208 --> 00:25:44,167 Look, I know that our dropping in 589 00:25:44,168 --> 00:25:46,044 may come as a bit of a shock, 590 00:25:46,045 --> 00:25:48,546 but your dad is undergoing lifesaving brain surgery today, 591 00:25:48,547 --> 00:25:51,216 and he needed to see you to speak to you before-- 592 00:25:51,217 --> 00:25:52,759 - I have nothing to say to him, 593 00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:54,971 except best of luck with the lobotomy. 594 00:25:58,307 --> 00:26:01,309 - Can-- Can I do the talking, then? 595 00:26:01,310 --> 00:26:03,979 I owe you that at least. 596 00:26:03,980 --> 00:26:07,899 Hailey, I let a lot of years go by, 597 00:26:07,900 --> 00:26:12,488 and, uh, I-I got scared... 598 00:26:14,490 --> 00:26:16,033 ...to make things right. 599 00:26:18,577 --> 00:26:21,079 But, Hailey, I want you to know that my one regret in life 600 00:26:21,080 --> 00:26:24,082 is missing so much of yours. 601 00:26:24,083 --> 00:26:28,545 And all I can say is, it's not your fault. 602 00:26:28,546 --> 00:26:31,715 I was selfish. 603 00:26:31,716 --> 00:26:34,926 You deserved better. 604 00:26:34,927 --> 00:26:38,096 You deserved a better dad. 605 00:26:38,097 --> 00:26:41,766 And for what it's worth... 606 00:26:41,767 --> 00:26:44,937 I love you, and I'm sorry. 607 00:26:48,065 --> 00:26:51,151 - Yeah, well, you're about 10 years too late. 608 00:26:51,152 --> 00:26:54,112 - Hey, I know, I know. I'm with you. 609 00:26:54,113 --> 00:26:56,281 I'm with you. He should have done this a long time ago. 610 00:26:56,282 --> 00:26:58,325 But that surgery that I mentioned, 611 00:26:58,326 --> 00:27:00,493 it's gonna result in permanent memory deficits. 612 00:27:00,494 --> 00:27:03,121 Your dad is not gonna be able to make any new memories 613 00:27:03,122 --> 00:27:05,457 after the operation. 614 00:27:05,458 --> 00:27:09,252 So he's risking his well-being, his life, 615 00:27:09,253 --> 00:27:14,132 everything, to be here for you. 616 00:27:14,133 --> 00:27:16,676 This will be Wyatt's last memory. 617 00:27:16,677 --> 00:27:19,013 Right here, right now. 618 00:27:21,557 --> 00:27:24,184 - Well, in that case... 619 00:27:24,185 --> 00:27:34,653 {\an8}♪ 620 00:27:36,655 --> 00:27:43,787 I-I grew up without you in any of my memories-- 621 00:27:43,788 --> 00:27:48,833 um, recitals, birthdays, 622 00:27:48,834 --> 00:27:53,046 holidays, prom, graduation. 623 00:27:53,047 --> 00:27:55,507 I spent my entire life trying to forget that you exist. 624 00:27:55,508 --> 00:27:58,093 So here you go. 625 00:27:58,094 --> 00:28:02,013 Your last memory of me is this-- 626 00:28:02,014 --> 00:28:06,017 I will never, ever forgive you. 627 00:28:06,018 --> 00:28:15,193 {\an8}♪ 628 00:28:15,194 --> 00:28:16,611 - You all right? You want to sit down? 629 00:28:16,612 --> 00:28:18,613 - No, it's nothing. Just give me a second. 630 00:28:18,614 --> 00:28:20,865 [ Breathes deeply ] 631 00:28:20,866 --> 00:28:22,534 - I'm sorry about that. 632 00:28:22,535 --> 00:28:24,994 I'm usually better at family reunions. 633 00:28:24,995 --> 00:28:26,538 - She said what she needed to say. 634 00:28:26,539 --> 00:28:29,833 I needed to hear it. I should remember that. 635 00:28:29,834 --> 00:28:32,544 - Wyatt. Hey. Here. Sit down. I better examine you. 636 00:28:32,545 --> 00:28:34,712 Okay? Come here. 637 00:28:34,713 --> 00:28:36,631 Tell me, what are you-- What are you feeling right now? 638 00:28:36,632 --> 00:28:38,508 What's going on? - I don't know. Something's off. 639 00:28:38,509 --> 00:28:40,385 My head is killing me, and I feel like I have 640 00:28:40,386 --> 00:28:42,471 the shakes from a bender. [ Vehicle approaching ] 641 00:28:45,474 --> 00:28:46,641 - Unbelievable. 642 00:28:46,642 --> 00:28:48,560 Do you have the opposite of a savior complex? 643 00:28:48,561 --> 00:28:49,894 You cannot go on a joyride with my patient! 644 00:28:49,895 --> 00:28:51,479 - Not now. He's ataxic. 645 00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:53,649 He's got worsening headache and lethargy. Here. 646 00:28:56,152 --> 00:28:57,569 - His hydrocephalus is worsening. 647 00:28:57,570 --> 00:28:59,612 We gotta get him to an O.R.-- stat! 648 00:28:59,613 --> 00:29:02,574 - How fast can you drive? 649 00:29:02,575 --> 00:29:03,950 - What's happening? 650 00:29:03,951 --> 00:29:06,744 Where are you taking him? - Bronx General. 651 00:29:06,745 --> 00:29:09,123 {\an8}♪ 652 00:29:12,501 --> 00:29:14,085 [ Suspenseful music plays ] 653 00:29:14,086 --> 00:29:16,588 - Wyatt. Breathe. Breathe faster. 654 00:29:16,589 --> 00:29:18,381 - Sit him up more upright. Get him to hyperventilate. 655 00:29:18,382 --> 00:29:20,216 Bring down his ICP. - I am aware of how to manage 656 00:29:20,217 --> 00:29:21,593 elevated intracranial pressure. 657 00:29:21,594 --> 00:29:23,636 Thank you so much. Turn on the radio. 658 00:29:23,637 --> 00:29:25,930 - What? Do you want the-- - Yes. Radio. Music. 659 00:29:25,931 --> 00:29:28,766 - ♪ Boomshakalaka-laka, boom-chick-a-boom ♪ 660 00:29:28,767 --> 00:29:31,186 - This is what you listen to? - It's my workout mix. 661 00:29:31,187 --> 00:29:33,188 Plus, we need something fast to manage his ICP. 662 00:29:33,189 --> 00:29:34,564 - Wyatt, hey, I want you 663 00:29:34,565 --> 00:29:36,483 to breathe to the beat of the music. 664 00:29:36,484 --> 00:29:37,984 It's the only way we can bring down the pressure in your brain. 665 00:29:37,985 --> 00:29:39,360 Okay? Wyatt. Breathe-- in, out. 666 00:29:39,361 --> 00:29:40,778 [ Bluetooth dings ] - New message 667 00:29:40,779 --> 00:29:42,697 from Dustin Abs Class Equinox. 668 00:29:42,698 --> 00:29:45,617 "Last night was so hot. You free tonight?" 669 00:29:45,618 --> 00:29:47,535 - What? - Would you like to reply? 670 00:29:47,536 --> 00:29:49,621 - ♪ Boomshakalaka-laka-laka, boom-laka ♪ 671 00:29:49,622 --> 00:29:52,499 - Wyatt, wake up! Wyatt, breathe for me, huh? 672 00:29:52,500 --> 00:29:54,542 He's obtunded. Can't you drive any faster? 673 00:29:54,543 --> 00:29:57,253 - At this point, it wouldn't make a difference. Unless... 674 00:29:57,254 --> 00:29:58,713 Take out a spinal needle. 675 00:29:58,714 --> 00:30:00,423 We'll do a transorbital ventricular puncture. 676 00:30:00,424 --> 00:30:02,967 - What? We're in a moving vehicle. 677 00:30:02,968 --> 00:30:06,012 I could accidentally stab his eyeball. 678 00:30:06,013 --> 00:30:08,640 Why do you have a spinal needle in your car? 679 00:30:08,641 --> 00:30:10,308 - Why are you asking questions that don't matter right now? 680 00:30:10,309 --> 00:30:11,893 Look, if you do this correctly, 681 00:30:11,894 --> 00:30:13,311 you're gonna go through the orbit just above the eye 682 00:30:13,312 --> 00:30:14,646 to remove cerebrospinal fluid 683 00:30:14,647 --> 00:30:16,481 and decrease intracranial pressure. 684 00:30:16,482 --> 00:30:18,441 Now, take your needle. - Maybe try to avoid potholes. 685 00:30:18,442 --> 00:30:20,652 - Carefully puncture at the roof of the orbit 686 00:30:20,653 --> 00:30:22,153 just medial to the midpupillary line 687 00:30:22,154 --> 00:30:24,030 and aim 45 degrees horizontally. 688 00:30:24,031 --> 00:30:27,075 - Whatever you do, don't swerve. 689 00:30:27,076 --> 00:30:31,162 {\an8}♪ 690 00:30:31,163 --> 00:30:32,705 [ Air hissing ] 691 00:30:32,706 --> 00:30:34,499 - He lost consciousness 15 minutes ago. I lowered 692 00:30:34,500 --> 00:30:37,210 his ICP with a transorbital ventricular puncture. 693 00:30:37,211 --> 00:30:40,713 He's arousable, but not coherent. 694 00:30:40,714 --> 00:30:43,049 - If I lose him, it's on you. 695 00:30:43,050 --> 00:30:44,801 {\an8}♪ 696 00:30:44,802 --> 00:30:46,135 [ Door closes ] 697 00:30:46,136 --> 00:30:48,179 - A pacemaker? 698 00:30:48,180 --> 00:30:50,181 - We were discussing potential treatments, 699 00:30:50,182 --> 00:30:52,350 and I started to think-- Instead of trying 700 00:30:52,351 --> 00:30:53,726 to keep Emily from laughing, 701 00:30:53,727 --> 00:30:55,520 a pacemaker could override her heart's 702 00:30:55,521 --> 00:30:57,397 inappropriate response to laughter. 703 00:30:57,398 --> 00:30:59,357 - And what did Dr. Wolf think? 704 00:30:59,358 --> 00:31:00,650 He is your attending. 705 00:31:00,651 --> 00:31:02,694 - He insisted that I speak to you. 706 00:31:02,695 --> 00:31:05,697 And he told me to show you these. 707 00:31:05,698 --> 00:31:07,657 - Thank you. 708 00:31:07,658 --> 00:31:11,995 A pacemaker for laughter-induced heart block is not unheard of. 709 00:31:11,996 --> 00:31:15,164 But it's an unorthodox procedure for someone her age. 710 00:31:15,165 --> 00:31:16,291 - Better than taking beta-blockers 711 00:31:16,292 --> 00:31:18,127 for the rest of her life. 712 00:31:20,296 --> 00:31:22,298 Respectfully, Chief. 713 00:31:25,175 --> 00:31:30,054 - I'll call cardiology and get her on the cath lab schedule. 714 00:31:30,055 --> 00:31:32,223 Strong work, Dr. Markus. 715 00:31:32,224 --> 00:31:34,475 - Thank you. 716 00:31:34,476 --> 00:31:38,354 - One more thing. Dr. Wolf insisting that I weigh in? 717 00:31:38,355 --> 00:31:42,233 Please. Next time, don't cover for him. 718 00:31:42,234 --> 00:31:48,239 {\an8}♪ 719 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:51,576 - I'll never forgive the bastard if he dies on me. 720 00:31:51,577 --> 00:31:53,786 - Wyatt is in very capable hands. 721 00:31:53,787 --> 00:31:55,955 Dr. Nichols is one of the-- 722 00:31:55,956 --> 00:31:58,459 He's an excellent surgeon. 723 00:32:00,085 --> 00:32:02,755 [ Footsteps approaching ] 724 00:32:10,512 --> 00:32:14,642 - Your dad talks about you every day. 725 00:32:16,101 --> 00:32:19,937 It'll mean everything to him that you're here. 726 00:32:19,938 --> 00:32:22,399 - Let's hope he lives to see it. 727 00:32:23,901 --> 00:32:25,526 [ Door closes ] 728 00:32:25,527 --> 00:32:29,864 {\an8}♪ 729 00:32:29,865 --> 00:32:33,493 - The delay in surgery meant our work was more complicated, 730 00:32:33,494 --> 00:32:37,080 but we were able to remove the tumor. 731 00:32:37,081 --> 00:32:38,665 Due to the damage the tumor caused 732 00:32:38,666 --> 00:32:41,584 to key structures responsible for forming memory, 733 00:32:41,585 --> 00:32:45,046 our predictions of memory loss are likely accurate. 734 00:32:45,047 --> 00:32:47,841 But he's alive. 735 00:32:49,468 --> 00:32:51,512 He's alive and he's okay. 736 00:32:52,888 --> 00:32:55,932 He's coming out of anesthesia now... 737 00:32:55,933 --> 00:32:59,602 - ♪ Some days ♪ 738 00:32:59,603 --> 00:33:02,939 - Memories are powerful windows into the past. 739 00:33:02,940 --> 00:33:07,902 They can fill us with joy or overwhelm us with grief. 740 00:33:07,903 --> 00:33:10,988 A moment in time we want to keep to ourselves. 741 00:33:10,989 --> 00:33:14,075 Other times, they're shared experiences. 742 00:33:14,076 --> 00:33:16,494 And when we struggle to remember them, 743 00:33:16,495 --> 00:33:20,206 it takes a village to fill in the gaps. 744 00:33:20,207 --> 00:33:22,166 - Hey, tough guy. 745 00:33:22,167 --> 00:33:24,001 If you're watching this, 746 00:33:24,002 --> 00:33:25,795 it means your stubborn ass went through with the surgery. 747 00:33:25,796 --> 00:33:28,297 And yes, you watched this video yesterday 748 00:33:28,298 --> 00:33:31,467 and probably the day before. No shame in your game. 749 00:33:31,468 --> 00:33:33,302 If you're wondering what else is going on, 750 00:33:33,303 --> 00:33:36,264 check the notebook next to your bed. 751 00:33:36,265 --> 00:33:37,682 That's where you'll record all 752 00:33:37,683 --> 00:33:40,143 {\an8}of the riveting details of your day 753 00:33:40,144 --> 00:33:42,895 {\an8}to help future you remember. 754 00:33:42,896 --> 00:33:46,733 {\an8}- ♪ I'm trying to understand ♪ - For Wyatt, 755 00:33:46,734 --> 00:33:50,820 {\an8}it was important to be the keeper of his own memories. 756 00:33:50,821 --> 00:33:55,491 But Wyatt also had to accept the help from his village. 757 00:33:55,492 --> 00:33:57,952 - ♪ Where does it end? ♪ 758 00:33:57,953 --> 00:34:01,497 ♪ Where does it begin? ♪ 759 00:34:01,498 --> 00:34:05,002 ♪ Oh, I fear I'll never know ♪ 760 00:34:07,212 --> 00:34:08,880 {\an8}-In order to truly heal, 761 00:34:08,881 --> 00:34:12,592 {\an8}Wyatt had to make peace with his past... 762 00:34:12,593 --> 00:34:14,969 - ♪ Everything comes all at once ♪ 763 00:34:14,970 --> 00:34:17,513 - Hey. - Hmm? 764 00:34:17,514 --> 00:34:20,224 - I want you to know that I love you, Dad. 765 00:34:20,225 --> 00:34:25,772 And I know it hasn't been easy, but I do forgive you. 766 00:34:25,773 --> 00:34:32,737 - ♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 767 00:34:32,738 --> 00:34:34,906 - Can you remind me again tomorrow? 768 00:34:34,907 --> 00:34:39,410 - ♪ Some days ♪ - Yeah, I'll try. 769 00:34:39,411 --> 00:34:41,579 - ♪ Some days ♪ 770 00:34:41,580 --> 00:34:46,001 - ...but most importantly, find joy in his present. 771 00:34:48,212 --> 00:34:50,923 - Pick one. Your choice. 772 00:34:53,050 --> 00:34:54,550 - Ah! 773 00:34:54,551 --> 00:34:56,928 - Because sometimes a life lived forwards 774 00:34:56,929 --> 00:35:00,641 can't be understood backwards after all. 775 00:35:05,437 --> 00:35:07,605 - All right, Emily, you ready? 776 00:35:07,606 --> 00:35:10,024 This time, we're gonna monitor your heart rate. 777 00:35:10,025 --> 00:35:12,652 The pacemaker should keep your heart beating, 778 00:35:12,653 --> 00:35:16,280 no matter how much Curly makes you laugh. 779 00:35:16,281 --> 00:35:18,199 - No, schnapps. 780 00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:19,951 [ Bonk! ] Oh... 781 00:35:19,952 --> 00:35:22,453 - [ Laughs ] [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 782 00:35:22,454 --> 00:35:25,331 {\an8}♪ 783 00:35:25,332 --> 00:35:27,792 [ Laughing ] 784 00:35:27,793 --> 00:35:31,671 {\an8}♪ 785 00:35:31,672 --> 00:35:34,090 [ Monitor beeping steadily ] 786 00:35:34,091 --> 00:35:37,885 {\an8}♪ 787 00:35:37,886 --> 00:35:40,137 [ Laughing ] 788 00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:43,391 {\an8}♪ 789 00:35:43,392 --> 00:35:46,143 - [ Laughs ] 790 00:35:46,144 --> 00:35:48,229 [ Emily laughing ] 791 00:35:48,230 --> 00:36:08,374 {\an8}♪ 792 00:36:08,375 --> 00:36:10,501 - Maya forget her soccer bag again? 793 00:36:10,502 --> 00:36:12,086 - You've been hard to pin down at home, 794 00:36:12,087 --> 00:36:16,133 so I thought I'd try you during billable hours. 795 00:36:19,303 --> 00:36:21,555 What's the verdict? 796 00:36:27,936 --> 00:36:29,688 - Morris... 797 00:36:31,940 --> 00:36:34,525 ...as much as I want to tell myself 798 00:36:34,526 --> 00:36:37,821 that I can move on from what happened... 799 00:36:40,324 --> 00:36:42,576 ...I don't think that I can. 800 00:36:45,120 --> 00:36:46,537 - Carol, if I could take it all back-- 801 00:36:46,538 --> 00:36:48,582 - You can't. 802 00:36:49,917 --> 00:36:52,668 And I owe it to myself... 803 00:36:52,669 --> 00:36:56,631 We-- We owe it to each other 804 00:36:56,632 --> 00:36:59,134 to see what our lives are like apart. 805 00:37:03,388 --> 00:37:06,975 I think we should separate. 806 00:37:10,228 --> 00:37:12,146 - What about a trial basis? 807 00:37:12,147 --> 00:37:13,898 - [ Sighs ] 808 00:37:13,899 --> 00:37:17,109 Fine. We'll give it a few months. 809 00:37:17,110 --> 00:37:20,404 {\an8}♪ 810 00:37:20,405 --> 00:37:22,824 [ Sniffles ] 811 00:37:25,327 --> 00:37:26,994 - When do we tell Maya? 812 00:37:26,995 --> 00:37:30,707 - [ Breathes deeply ] 813 00:37:32,334 --> 00:37:34,251 Don't ask me to decide. 814 00:37:34,252 --> 00:37:39,173 {\an8}♪ 815 00:37:39,174 --> 00:37:41,717 [ Knock on door ] - Dr. Wolf. You paged? 816 00:37:41,718 --> 00:37:43,804 - Dr. Markus, come on in. 817 00:37:46,348 --> 00:37:48,516 - I assume I'm getting fired. 818 00:37:48,517 --> 00:37:50,226 - Why would you say that? 819 00:37:50,227 --> 00:37:52,645 - Couldn't do the spinal tap, collapsed in front of Emily. 820 00:37:52,646 --> 00:37:54,605 - Sure, you've had some stumbles, 821 00:37:54,606 --> 00:37:56,607 but you've had wins, too. 822 00:37:56,608 --> 00:37:58,609 Your pacemaker solve for Emily 823 00:37:58,610 --> 00:38:01,237 gave her a chance to live a full life again. 824 00:38:01,238 --> 00:38:03,739 And... 825 00:38:03,740 --> 00:38:06,075 I think there may be a neurological reason 826 00:38:06,076 --> 00:38:09,787 why you stopped breathing when she did. 827 00:38:09,788 --> 00:38:11,747 I think you may have a neurological condition 828 00:38:11,748 --> 00:38:14,375 called mirror-touch synesthesia. 829 00:38:14,376 --> 00:38:17,837 People with mirror-touch literally feel what the person 830 00:38:17,838 --> 00:38:19,505 that they're talking to is feeling. 831 00:38:19,506 --> 00:38:20,965 - Right now, I'm feeling 832 00:38:20,966 --> 00:38:22,758 like you're a little too excited about this. 833 00:38:22,759 --> 00:38:24,885 - No. I'm sorry. It-- It is... 834 00:38:24,886 --> 00:38:28,639 It's exciting. It's incredibly rare. 835 00:38:28,640 --> 00:38:30,224 Does any of this resonate for you? 836 00:38:30,225 --> 00:38:32,143 - Yeah. 837 00:38:32,144 --> 00:38:34,770 I mean, I see somebody crying on the subway, 838 00:38:34,771 --> 00:38:37,440 and I just lose it. 839 00:38:37,441 --> 00:38:39,233 I see somebody eating a sandwich 840 00:38:39,234 --> 00:38:40,943 and it's like they're literally shoving food into my mouth. 841 00:38:40,944 --> 00:38:44,030 - But you also feel the good things, too. 842 00:38:44,031 --> 00:38:47,992 What you see as a curse could be a real asset. 843 00:38:47,993 --> 00:38:51,288 We just need to figure out how to use it to our advantage. 844 00:38:53,832 --> 00:38:56,876 - You took a real risk with Wyatt James. 845 00:38:56,877 --> 00:38:58,961 He could have died. - That's right. 846 00:38:58,962 --> 00:39:03,759 But he didn't. It was a gamble. Some risks pay off. 847 00:39:06,178 --> 00:39:10,056 - Sometimes you remind me so much of your dad-- 848 00:39:10,057 --> 00:39:14,685 willful, unapologetic, idealistic to a fault. 849 00:39:14,686 --> 00:39:17,104 - Well, you just listed my best qualities, so... 850 00:39:17,105 --> 00:39:19,608 - [ Chuckles ] 851 00:39:20,525 --> 00:39:21,860 Hm. 852 00:39:24,237 --> 00:39:27,490 Resurrection ferns. 853 00:39:27,491 --> 00:39:28,866 Without water, 854 00:39:28,867 --> 00:39:32,203 they go dormant until the rain returns 855 00:39:32,204 --> 00:39:37,958 and they rise from their little sedimentary graves. 856 00:39:37,959 --> 00:39:44,048 {\an8}♪ 857 00:39:44,049 --> 00:39:45,257 Hey. 858 00:39:45,258 --> 00:39:49,220 It's a resurrection fern. 859 00:39:49,221 --> 00:39:51,430 They're survivors. 860 00:39:51,431 --> 00:39:53,266 - Just like us. 861 00:39:56,520 --> 00:39:58,271 It was you... 862 00:40:00,357 --> 00:40:03,400 ...who brought me here. 863 00:40:03,401 --> 00:40:05,028 Not Dad. 864 00:40:08,698 --> 00:40:10,991 But all the times that I brought it up, 865 00:40:10,992 --> 00:40:13,370 why didn't you ever say anything? 866 00:40:14,996 --> 00:40:17,081 - I wanted you to remember that day 867 00:40:17,082 --> 00:40:20,459 the way that you wanted to remember it. 868 00:40:20,460 --> 00:40:22,545 - But where was Dad? 869 00:40:22,546 --> 00:40:25,089 {\an8}♪ 870 00:40:25,090 --> 00:40:27,008 [ Door opens ] 871 00:40:30,679 --> 00:40:32,888 - How about we water Gertrude 872 00:40:32,889 --> 00:40:36,016 and just let your dad rest, Mugwump? 873 00:40:36,017 --> 00:40:53,159 {\an8}♪ 874 00:40:53,160 --> 00:40:57,997 - He never got off the couch that day. 875 00:40:57,998 --> 00:41:02,334 {\an8}♪ 876 00:41:02,335 --> 00:41:04,796 I blocked so much of it out. 877 00:41:08,133 --> 00:41:11,385 - Memories are subjective. 878 00:41:11,386 --> 00:41:12,928 - [ Sniffles ] 879 00:41:12,929 --> 00:41:16,724 - There's no mechanism in the brain 880 00:41:16,725 --> 00:41:19,060 that can guarantee the truth of them. 881 00:41:22,856 --> 00:41:26,150 But I can tell you, Oliver... 882 00:41:26,151 --> 00:41:29,320 the love you remember feeling from your dad... 883 00:41:29,321 --> 00:41:33,657 {\an8}♪ 884 00:41:33,658 --> 00:41:36,411 ...that was real. 885 00:41:38,830 --> 00:41:42,333 - Well... 886 00:41:42,334 --> 00:41:44,335 [Sighs] 887 00:41:44,336 --> 00:41:47,087 ...I guess I'll have to take your word for it. 888 00:41:47,088 --> 00:41:51,009 {\an8}♪ 889 00:41:53,303 --> 00:42:16,201 {\an8}♪